always a reason

There is a reason why I haven't written anything in awhile. I think. I think it's a good reason, or maybe its just an excuse.
I have not been in the mood to write silly things about LV. I guess I could have written about permaculture then... but I just chose not to write at all.
I have been in survival mode; barely getting by; attending to important, urgent matters and of course saving time for escaping from reality by watching movies, reading books or picking berries.
I prefer a little more security in my world than I have right now. I was asked to leave LV because of my "disrespectful, destructive" 6 year old girl. This is essentially a big slap in the face to my parenting as well. Being told to leave for me, meant that I was soon to be a homeless, jobless, single parent.
Luckily, it also meant a chance at new opportunities. I was not quite ready to leave, but it was a nudge ( or a big fat push off of a mountain) in the direction to better things. This is what I am still hoping anyway. I am fine right now. I know I'll be fine for the next few weeks, I have places to stay. I would like something more permanent though. I know that there is no security in this world, anything can change at any moment, and, I choose to have a stable home base. I am waiting to see exactly where that will be. I am doing my best to be patient and still believe that everything happens for a reason and that everything will be fine. It always works out. Everything always works out perfectly.
The problem is the solution... right? (have to throw in a permie statement)

So
Now I am going to need a real name for this blog. I want a cool gimmicky name. Any ideas?
and
what will it be about? just whatever I am doing? what do i do anyway?
maybe thats the gimmick
'proof that I do something'
or
'northwest of normal'
'who are the people in my neighborhood'
'socially permie'

we'll see how I feel about any of these tomorrow