change

In an attempt to write more, I have apparently taken to the style of writing whatever I am thinking or feeling in that moment. I dont edit or write rough drafts.
I was thinking about how different my life can be from week to week. This has been a crazy year. A week ago I had a different life. I was living with my ex, wondering if I would be able to keep my foodstamps because of it. I was home with Ama for winter break, planning a move.
This week I live with another mom, I have plenty of money on my food card, I have a new client, Ama rides the bus to school again, it is a new year.. and it feels like a new life.
A month ago was another life.
October seemed to have a whole different life, and 3 months before that... completely different!
In those months there were even major deviations. I like a life full of variety... but how about some stability too.
please.
Maybe the important things are stable in my life. I have food, a place to live, certain people who will always 'be there'.
I dont think there is a point to this. I was just noticing how different things can be. Certain people are very important in your day to day life one day, then they seem like a figment to your imagination the next.
Things seem very scary one day, then forgotten the next.
At any point a new person could enter my life and change it all again.